My freshly new do after sitting 8 hours at a salon
Hello all! It has been a while. There are some things I want to talk about and update for whoever still reads this space. First, I got my hair done! It took me eight hours in a salon chair to get to this end result. It was quite a process, but I have to say that it was the best salon experience I've ever had. My hair stylist, Jonathan, is hilarious and honest. You can check out his work on my Instagram where I tagged him in my hair photo. What do you guys think?
Now I've taken some time off of blogging because I felt like... I don't know. I don't even know how to put my feelings into words. I feel like I've been holding myself back because of what people may think or how people will perceive me. It's a scary thing putting yourself out there on the internet for people to see. People are constantly judging everyone on the internet and making assumptions of people on the internet. Have you read the comments section on YouTube videos?! There is so much negativity and not enough positivity. Because of that, I've been thinking a lot about perception and identity. Making more professional looking posts or videos are great. They're super well done and they look great, but sometimes I like to have that more raw experience and connection like filming or blogging without thinking too much. You know what I meannnnnnn?
I'm not always good at phrasing my emotions so pleaseeee excuse me if I did not make any sense. That's something I'm learning to do better in time. Aside from that mini update, I've missed blogging and I want to come back at it stronger (hopefully). I don't want to make any promises I can't keep so I won't. But here we are, starting fresh and with my new hair. I'm already thinking about what I want to do with my hair next!